As time goes by, our weekends YTT course came into the end in one week time. Two weeks ago was two
community classes for us to teach our immediate family or friends in The Yoga Mandala studio. Finally I
realized that, as a Yoga teacher really not that easy as you think. It’s always look so simple and easy but
when we physically stand at the center of the class to teach, verbal cues, observe the student
alignments and multitasking, you just like an busy octopus in the class. Public speaking skill and
confident needed much as a yoga teacher. Being an introvert, this will be huge challenge for me and
decision that I’ve made. I’ve been through the nervous, excited, anxiety, panicking, heart palpitations
and all kind of feelings before the class start. Although those invitees who attend my class are my friends
and some how I know that i can do it, all sequences prepared, and keep remind myself that it will take
time to build the teaching practice of my dreams. The fear that I have to face is to standing in front of
the students, they waiting and look at you to demonstrate the next pose or what if I forgot my next
pose…will never easy for me to handle. But I realized that I find the true happiness and enjoy to connect
with people when come into yoga, although they are someone that I knew. Haha. It made me grow in a
way that I never thought I would. Thank you so much, TYM.
Zenn
200 Hour YTT Oct’20
